i love it when people judge me negatively... specially the part.. that they find out they were wrong...

I don’t fall in love easily, but I get hurt too easily. I’m oversensitive, and too giving. I trust unconditionally before I have reason to. I believe boys when they say they care. I see the good in people and the funny in bad situations. I cry at open ended goodbyes. I miss kids when they're not with me. I associate songs with people and times. I write horrible prose about not being loved. I doodle stick figures with devil fingers. I stare at pictures and giggle at funny memories. I watch cartoons that remind me of being a kid. I cry at night coz my friends before are not my friends anymore. I am fiercely protective of people I care about. I am easily turned off by those who doubt my sincerity. I’m sappy as all hell. I’d rather cuddle than about anything. I’m addicted to hugs. I write to express my feelings and vent my frustrations. I write so that my voice will be heard, not lost in the crowd.  I write because the paper won't laugh. The paper won't turn away. The paper will always listen. I write to feel like I’m doing something constructive with my time, to feel like I’m not a complete slacker I write because somehow it makes me feel like my problems aren't trivial. I write because I have trouble expressing myself vocally, but can't keep it all trapped inside. I’m not smart; I’m not beautiful, I’m not sexy..... Anything Anyone Ever Says Will Ever Make Me Change Who I Am If You Don't Like Any Of This Then Fuck Off You Don’t Have To Talk To Me I Hate Myself, I'm Ugly, I Think The Sight Of Me Would Make Anyone Vomit, So Please Excuse The Hideousness Of My Pictures and my blog!